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Let’s face it. I didn’t have to worry about Sean fucking wolves, any more than he had to worry about me leaving him for a wolf. He was as aware of the problems with wolves as romantic partners as I was. Lenore was different. She was human, and Sean had cared enough about her to date her for a year. I hadn’t been married to Sean for years and years. I didn’t have the wealth of experience with my partner that my parents had before they’d decided they could fuck someone else without worrying. I’d been married less than three months, known him for two plus years. There was a lot we still didn’t know about one another. I still worried if I should be fucking other males. Every time Master suggested it, I said ‘Red’ to get the sense if he was serious or not. I worried sometimes that he just wanted to be more like Quinn, that there was still an element of jealousy there for what I’d experienced when I was with Quinn. Even if it wasn’t the primary reason, it could still be ‘a’ reason.
So Lenore came with pitfalls and traps, especially with the way she’d treated me our first weekend. The idea that she’d happily turn me into a cuckquean and take my husband away, relegating me to the sidelines. On the other hand, Sean had recognized it, and gone to great lengths to turn her into a submissive slut and give her a little of the same medicine. He’d looked out for me, not letting my submission turn me into a second class citizen in my own home, for which I was extremely grateful. But would being around her all the time rekindle the romance they’d once had, and do the same thing.
That’s were Sean found me when he got home from work, curled up on the bed, visions of me relegated to the foot of the bed, or worse, another bedroom, while Sean and Lenore happily fucked like minks.
“What’s new, Pussycat? Why aren’t you down there playing with the rest of them.”
“Red, sir.”
“What is it, Jessica?” Sean sat down, took my hand in one of his, while he used the other to stroke my hair.
“Lenore wants to move in with us, and eventually have your baby.”
“I’ll kick her out immediately.” He stood up, but I didn’t release his hand.
“Don’t. Not yet. I want to talk about it first. Get undressed and join me in bed.”
Sean nodded and got undressed and got into bed beside me. He smelled of sweat, and diesel oil, and sea air. He smelled like the man I loved.
“I want you to be honest with me. Will you do that, Sean?”
“As honest as I can be, if I understand my own mind.”
“Don’t think about me for a second. I want you to think only of yourself, what you want. Would you like Lenore to live with us, for her to be your permanent submissive? I think she’d wear your collar permanently, not twice a month, although not as blatantly as she has this week. I think I talked a little sense into her. She said she’d give two puppies to the pack, but that she’d want a child of her own, with you, like I did. Would you want that?”
“I don’t think I can think totally about myself, no matter how much I want to. You’re intertwined in my life now. I never stop thinking about you, and the life you’re carrying for me, Jessica. You’re embedded in my soul.”
God, I loved him. I thrust against his naked body and kissed him, a toe curling kiss if there ever was one, feeling his cock stir for me.
“Do the best you can to divorce your emotions for me from what you want. Would you like to have Lenore in your life?”
“I would, but only if it didn’t cause problems in yours. What do you want, Jessica?”
“I can see some advantages to it, and some pitfalls, Sean. She’s human. She’s competition for me, the way wolves aren’t. She began by pushing me to the foot of the bed, Sean, and taking you over completely. She wanted to Dominate me, cuckquean me, take you for herself as much as she could. That scares me, that she might try to do it again.”
“I’d never let her do that to you.”
“You let her once, Sean, and I know that was in the nature of our fun and games, and it was only for a weekend, and you busted her for it. I know all that, but we don’t know what our future will bring. How you’ll feel about me a year from now, or three years from now, when I’m having a fourth puppy. You can’t know how you’ll feel about her either. You cared for her once, and you probably still care for her on some level. You thought of her when you decided to play this game with me. Maybe it’s because she was the most recent girlfriend other than me, or that you’d parted on good terms, but you thought of her.”
“Then she’s gone, if you feel that way.”
“It’s not the only way I feel. Part of me wants her here.”
Speak of the devil. Lenore showed up at our door. “The food is here, Master, Jessica. Maisie got here a couple minutes ago.”
“Fine, Pet. Leave us alone,” Sean said.
Lenore delayed a moment, perhaps wondering if she should say more.
“We haven’t decided anything, Pet. We’re still talking,” I said. “There’s still a lot to talk about.”
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Lenore left.
“I am still thinking, and there’s a lot to talk about tonight, Sean. They’re going to handle Maisie’s discussion about wolves without us, but let’s eat, and we can take up this conversation after supper.”
“Of course.”
We went downstairs, and Maisie was naked, licking Alicia’s cunt while Rene fucked her, another treat for a new sub. Quinn last night, Rene tonight, being broken in right. Lenore was licking Sasha. They stopped when we arrived, and we started to dish up plates. Apparently, we were having Japanese tonight.
Sasha looked at me and I shrugged my shoulders. Nothing to tell yet, really. We couldn’t talk about wolves yet, since Maisie hadn’t signed the paperwork. Alicia did have her on her lap feeding her and playing with her. About the only thing I said was asking how much Maisie was enjoying herself so far. She said she was having a blast. Hopefully that would translate to puppies. After supper, Sean and I returned upstairs and continued our conversation.
Sean carried on the conversation from right where we left off, remembering each word. “Why does some part of you want her to stay here? I’m not sure I understand, Jessica.”
“Some of it is that you’re my husband, and my Master, and I want to make you happy, and I know she’d make you happy. She’s made you happy thus far. She’s opened you up. I know that you wouldn’t have let me fuck other males if not for her. You were doing it for her, to turn her into a proper submissive, and you couldn’t do it to her, without doing it to me. That was part of her slave agreement, that we be treated the same.”
“You are so clever,” Sean said.
I kissed him again. “I’m an enginerd, and I graduated in the top 10% of my class, sir. Another part of it is knowing I’d have someone here when the wolves are gone, sharing in the cooking, cleaning, raising kids, especially if I’m able to get a job again. Someone to exercise with and practice self defense with, and have sex with when you’re at work.
“Still another part is thinking about Junior, here,” patting my stomach, still flat, not even a hint of the baby inside. “Junior will likely be four or older, before we could give him a brother or sister if I give the pack the rest of their puppies first. I’d like him or her to have someone closer to their own age to play with, a playmate. Lenore could give our baby that. Maybe have yours after her first puppy, instead of the second. I don’t know how many children you wanted. We’ve never discussed it, along with a lot of other things that we’ve never talked about. If you wanted four children, that’s eight babies I’d be carrying. Even two or three children end up being a lot. That’s a lot of child birth for a human who has to work hard to heal from having babies, no matter how hard I work out to look good. I’d probably be pregnant into my forties for that many kids. But if Lenore had them too, it’s more manageable. I won’t be a blimp into my middle age. And there’d be two mothers caring for our kids.
“It has it’s advantages, and I’d be foolish for not thinking of them as well as the problems, which might not even arise, because I know that you love me, and care for me and look after me. You’ve proven that already. Sasha thinks I should have put her on the ground and proved to Lenore that I’m the alpha bitch, and not let her mess with my mate, and part of me wanted to do that, and part of me wanted to put her on the ground and lick her pussy, so I admit to a certain amount of confusion on the matter.”
Sean laughed. “What do you want to do?”
“See how the rest of this week plays out. I’m particularly interested in seeing how she reacts with her parents tomorrow, especially if you treat her like the slut she says she wants to become. If neither of us sees any problems crop up through Sunday, then give it a two month trial period, where she’s living here every day, in our bed every night, and you’re in her ass, mouth and pussy on a regular basis, and see if there are problems we don’t even foresee that could crop up if we were to make a more permanent arrangement. I’d like to see over the course of a longer period of time, if she reverts back to Weekend One Lenore, or lets me be the alpha bitch of the household, and if she does stay here. I don’t want her calling me Miss Pussycat. That’s your name for me, not hers. She can call me Miss Jessica.”
“That does seem like a good test. I could easily agree to that.”
“She could pay us a couple thousand dollars for rent and food for her test, and then start paying for her share of the expenses if we let her stay here. She said she doesn’t want us supporting her, and I agree. She should pull her weight in every conceivable way.
“I also think that she may be under the delusion, that every day as your sub would be like this week, and that’s not the case. You made exceptions for her training, so her two month trial should be devoid of extra special surprises. No guest Dominants, no double or triple penetrations unless it’s one of the wolves wielding a strap-on. No extra dicks at all. Maybe she’ll get bored by the whole thing, and give it up on her own. I’ll also be watching you to see how much leeway you give her to top me. If you want to put her in charge one day a month to see how she does, that’s okay, but I’ll expect you to rein her in if she starts acting inappropriately, so I don’t have to be the bad guy. She’s your sub, so manage her. If she tries to own me like she did two weeks ago, we will have problems. You’re still my husband. I won’t be closed out of your life.”