Chapter 51
Elena
Reaching into his pocket, my insides tighten when he pulls out the key to my cuffs and undoes them. As soon as my wrists are free, I lean forward, circling my arms around his neck. I cling to him like a monkey and tug him forward till our lips are almost touching.
“I want you.” I breathe against his lips, and lift my hips, trying to guide his tip into my channel. Julian’s gaze roams my face for a fraction of a second, and I worry if he’s going to pull away and end this, but then he’s on me, his lips pressing against mine. The kiss is punishing, teeth, and anger, and lust. A swirling cyclone of destruction waiting to happen.
I’m drowning in the kiss, mewling as his hands move over my skin, touching something inside of me that’s never been touched before. I need and want everything he is willing to give me. The things I’m feeling right now are terrifying. It’s like standing at a cliff’s edge, knowing the only thing you can do is jump.
By some grace, will he save me, or will he be my damnation?
I whimper when he pulls back, and escapes my hold, ducking underneath my arms.
“Don’t stop, please.” I sound as desperate as I feel, I’m sure.
Julian snickers as he drops to his stomach and tugs me forward, his face is so close to my lips that I can feel the hot breath against them. “Don’t plan on it. Not even if you beg.”
Leaning back into the pillow, I arch my back and lift my hips as he buries his face between my legs. His tongue moves expertly as he licks me from my ass all the way to my clit and back down again.
He’s barely started, and I feel my legs begin to shake, the pressure in my core building with each graze of his tongue.
“Fuck me, you taste so good. I want to live here and eat you until I die.” His words only encourage me, and I run my fingers through his dark hair, holding his head in place, loving the control he has over my body. His lips move slowly, nibbling and tasting every inch of my pussy, and when he hums in approval, the sound vibrates right through me.
Arousal coats the inside of my thighs, letting me know just how turned on I am. It’s like someone turned on a faucet down there. Caught up in the feeling of his tongue against my pussy, I sink deeper and deeper, my core tightening, a warmth zinging through it.
Sucking my clit between his lips, I crumble, free-falling into the abyss of pleasure. My legs shake, and I float away from my body for a second as my eyes drift closed.
Julian isn’t done with yet, though, and sinks two digits into my tight channel, pumping in and out at a vicious pace.
“Come for me, beautiful, come on my hand, coat my fingers, squeeze ’em, show me what my cock is missing.”
The way my body reacts to his touch is shocking, and as he coaxes another orgasm out of me, it feels like heaven and hell are colliding. My mouth pops open, and I thrash against the sheets, a coldness sweeping over me, making my nipples ache.
I need him in a way that I cannot even put into words.
Exploding, I bare down on his fingers, clenching, nearly pushing him out in the process. My breathing is erratic, and every touch is heightened. As he eases his fingers out of me, I open my eyes and look up at him.
It’s like two storm clouds hanging above my head. I can see the entire world in those two orbs, see how much I mean to him. The vulnerability within them rattles me to the core.
Pushing up onto his knees, he takes his cock into his hand, and I drag my eyes down at the motion. He’s so thick and long. Fear eats at part of my euphoric state, and even though I made this choice, I wonder for a second if I’ve made a mistake.
“If you’re worried about it fitting, I can promise you it will. You’re more than ready for me. I’ve prepared you, and now I’m going to steal the dangling cherry there, just as I stole you from your father.”
My entire world spins as if it’s been tossed into a snow globe. A soft gasp passes my lips when he moves between my legs, one hand moving, cradling the back of my head while the other guides him to my entrance.
I clamp up, my muscles tightening as he slides the mushroom head through my juices, and over my clit. The touch against my clit ignites a fire inside of me. All you need is a spark to start a forest fire, and Julian is my spark.
Pressing a kiss to my chin, he pushes against my entrance, the thick head of his cock slips inside, and I bite my lip, waiting with bated breath for him to plow into me. I wrap my arms around him, bringing him closer, and he slides in a little deeper.
Air swooshes from my lungs, and our eyes collide. Flexing his hips forward, he slides in the rest of the way, and my nails sink into his skin as my hips lift, my body trying to escape the overly full intrusion.
“So fucking tight and perfect,” he murmurs.
Leaning down, his hot mouth circles one of my nipples, and I mewl into the room at the sensations that slam into me. His tongue flicks against the hard peak, and then he nips at it, his teeth grazing the sensitive flesh, distracting me from the pain in my core.
My channel slowly adapts to the fullness, and Julian groans.
“I’m going to start moving.” He sighs against my skin. I can see the sweat beading his forehead, his shoulders bunch together, the muscles tightening, giving away how tense he is. He’s holding himself back for me, giving me a chance to find pleasure even within the pain, it makes me want to give back to him, to prove how much I want this. I lift my hips, seeking out his thrust as he pulls out and slams back in, his balls pressing against my ass.
Pleasure and pain collide like a cosmic phenomenon, a star being born.
His hand in my hair tightens, and he lifts my head, bringing our foreheads together. Our hot breaths mingle in the space between us, his manly scent surrounding me. His eyes lock on mine, and he growls, upping his pace, rocking his hips forward, owning another piece of me without knowing it.
My lips part and a whimper escapes, this is like nothing I’ve ever felt before.Content from NôvelDr(a)ma.Org.
A darkness flashes in his eyes, and he starts moving faster, pistoning his hips, pressing me harder into the mattress. The air seeps from my lungs as the pleasure and pain blend together, becoming one.
“Fuck, yes… I can feel you tightening…” Julian curls his lip, and plows into me again and again, swiveling his hips and hitching my leg a little higher, driving his cock deep, so deep that it feels like he’s breaking me in two.
An orgasm builds inside of me, but it’s just out of reach.
“I need more,” I pant, wanting to come badly.
Knowing exactly what I need, he snakes a hand down between our bodies and presses his thumb against my clit. It’s just the right amount of friction, and combined with his harsh thrusts, I explode, squeezing his cock so tightly his features fill with pain.
He thrusts through my orgasm, rutting into me until he finds his own release, his eyes bleeding into mine, the intensity within them knocking the air from my lungs. I can see into his soul, and it makes me want him more.
“I… I love you,” I whisper the words that just flow out of me like an overflowing sink.
His lips brush against mine, and I feel his sticky warm release dripping out of me and down his length.
“I know,” he pants and trails a finger down the side of my face.
Slowly, he pulls out of me, and I wince, shifting uncomfortably against the sheets. Peering down between my legs, he stares, and I look down to see what he’s looking at. My mouth goes dry when I see the proof of my virginity, and our combined juices against my thighs and the sheet.
“Come, my queen,” he offers me a hand, dragging my attention away from the sheets.
“Your queen?” I place my hand in his.
“Yes, my queen.” He places a gentle kiss against my hand, his eyes twinkle like rare jewels.
The air between us is different, and I feel as if I gave him the most sacred part of who I am, expecting him to protect and guard it. Will he guard it? Will he shelter me? I know he’ll protect me against his enemies, even against my father, but who will protect me from him?
Julian doesn’t love. He just takes, and while I’m left exposed to him, part of him is still hiding. How do I get him to break free and love me back?