I am so confused, Rafael!
Sofia:
Afterwards, Rafael continued caressing me and went up my ears, which he nibbled on several times. Afterwards, he went up to my eyelids kissing me tenderly. Finally, he released my hair from the bun they had made for me, tangled his fingers in it and plunged his face into it.
-Sofia! From the first time I saw you, I felt I knew you before and I still feel this way. My life is linked to yours, I feel it,” he confessed, “I like you too much! As I’ve never liked any woman before.
-That’s what you’ll tell everyone! -I whispered, in a hoarse voice, unrecognizable, even to me.
-I can assure you that this is the first time I feel this way. I want to see you all the time, to share my life with you,” he declared, his gaze lost in mine, “I miss you, when I’m far away from you! That’s precisely why I’m here!
-Rafael This can’t be! We’re just getting to know each other -I clarified with my voice and my body shaking completely.
-I believe in love at first sight! It was enough to see you, to have you near me and I felt immediately that you must be mine -he assured me, looking into my eyes.
“I don’t know if you believe me or not, but I feel like I’ve known you before,” he assured, taking hold of my lips again, caressing the thigh protruding from the opening of my suit.
-Rafael, please! Stop! This isn’t right,” I pleaded, but without much effort to pull away from him.
“He’s a handsome, beautiful, attractive, one hundred percent manly man. He smells like a man, he tastes like a man, he’s been driving me crazy since the day the branch opened. I wish I could close my eyes and just let myself be carried away by this thing I feel, but I shouldn’t.”
“Besides, besides being a man with an extraordinary economic and financial position. He is a professional, determined, risk-taker, he has been managing the Corner group since he was very young and has tripled his family’s fortune. They say he is very responsible, in spite of his womanizing”.
“I must analyze this relationship well, because I will put my position in the shipping company at risk again. Just thinking about the problems I have had to face as a single mother affects me and makes me doubt, first there is my father’s shipping company”.
-Rafael, please take me home! This is a very big risk for me, I must think of my children, my mother and the shipping company,” I confessed, opening my heart to him.
-Why? -He asked. “What I feel for you is not temporary, it is not a game. I am a man of my word, my queen,” he declared, “If you accept me! I announce our engagement at once. Engagements are for getting to know each other, and I feel I’ve known you all my life.
“I don’t need a long engagement, I want to commit myself to you at once,” he pleaded.
-Don’t you think you’re going too fast? -I asked him, looking directly into his eyes.
“I didn’t want to delude myself. So far, the knowledge I have of him, is that women seek him, harass him, besiege him, however, how to confirm this?”, I questioned myself in a sea of confusion.
-I don’t want to talk to you about my feelings, because they will seem absurd to you, due to the few times we have seen each other,” he declared.
“I repeat, I don’t need much time to make up my mind. I feel that you are the woman of my life, my soul mate,” he affirmed, kissing my lips.NôvelDrama.Org owns this.
“And I would say that you are mine, but I can’t make another mistake,” I thought musingly, running my arms and hands around his neck, responding passionately to every kiss he gave me.
The Narrator:
Inside the van, only the panting, heavy sound of their breaths could be heard. Likewise, the sound of their lips and mouths kissing and sucking each other, as well as their sighs and moans of pleasure.
For Rafael, it was very difficult to let go and separate from her. From the first moment he saw her in the parking lot of the store, where the inauguration of the branch took place, he wanted to do this. He had never felt so attracted and tamed by a woman.
She, on the other hand, despite being a mother, did not go beyond one or two boyfriends in high school, where they simply held hands and kissed, but with a simple touch of lips.
Consequently, all these emotions, sensations and feelings that he awakened in her, since he kissed her in the restaurant, were new and caused the confusion she felt.
-I am very confused, Rafael! Put yourself in my shoes, we have met very few times and on three occasions I have experienced the jealousy of other women for you, because of my closeness,” she said, but without showing any displeasure.
-I have told you the truth, Sofia! I do not have, nor have I ever had anything with either of you,” he affirmed, tucking her hair behind her ear.
-Let’s take it one step at a time! I’m only twenty-four years old, you know perfectly well that I’m a single mother and I want to talk to you about it, but not right now.
-You don’t have to explain anything to me! -He interrupted, approaching her, to kiss her again, “I love you just as you are, with your three treasures.
“They conquered me, I think first than you,” he assured her, smiling with her, “When I saw them in that room, identical, so much like me, they totally melted me.
-Ha! If you don’t tell me, I won’t notice,” she added, recognizing that he sincerely loves his children. Well, you’ve seen how he treats them when he’s with them.
-Does that mean yes? -He asked, with a loving, anxious look, “Will you give me a chance to win you over?
She, looking him in the eyes and nodding her head, confirmed what he was asking. At this, Rafael lifted her from her seat and sat her on his lap, hugging her until he felt the soft touch of her breasts against his.
-I will woo you, but only for a short time! -he announced, feeling an immense happiness to know that he was reciprocated. He, suspected this, but there was nothing that compares, to having the certainty, that it is so and she had just confirmed it.
As I explained, courtships are about getting to know each other and I feel like I’ve known you for a long time,” he repeated, feeling happy.
-I love it, especially the way you treat my children,” she confessed.
-For the record, that’s not the way I want you! I want you to accept me and love me for me, because you love and like being with me, not out of commitment or gratitude! -I want you to want me, as I want you! I want you to long for me, to miss me! And why not, that you love me…