Second Thoughts After Divorce

“That told him that I would think it over… he looked a little crushed that I didn’t just say yes but I told him not to be disheartened. I admitted that I

I enjoy our harmless catch up

nice to have some alone time with her in bent,

both worked to move on from the trau

appened after the ball

find the nurse arriving again, poking her

with an uncertain look on her face.

Sheene, dosing the door softly behind her – approaching my bed side and glancing between myself and Lydia with uncertainty.

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f you want to hear it alone or with your friend here with you Miss? The nurse proceeds, meaty with her moury demeanour.

Opened? Am I seriously 101? Is the going to tell me that I have a day left to live? The bloods must be messed up, or she wouldn’t be acting

Crap!

TI… Fl keep Lydia here, if that’s ok?” I crack a little, feeling my throat grow dry in anticipation of what she was about to say.

I can only imagine what drugs Seraphina and Tarrick have put in to me, messing up my body completely! Even now that they are both dead, I bet that

managed to do serious damage!

“Ok, please don’t park as you aren’t fully fit enough yet…” The nurse begins, moving her hands together anxiously as the forces a smile.

“I wanted to give you the opportunity to know before the Alpha gets back…” The nurse continues, with the pauses between each sentence slowly killing

Please just hurry up and say what it is this is soul destroying!

I uh… I wanted to let you know that I processed your blood tests… and that you are actually pregnant. Miss… pregnant with the Alphas child… She eventually concludes, as I feel the blood slowly drain from my face.

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Have I even woke up or am I still under?

I’m probably trapped in a heavily realistic dream state… right?

I cant be…

We only did it, what, twice?

Is that enough to get someone pregnant?! i

unt?! I didn’t know…but it didn’t sound right?

“… I’m sorry… w what?!” I stutter, shock overrunning my entire body completely as the nurse nods in confirmation.

“Pregnant, yes.” She confirms, as I just stare back at her in shock.

“Oh my drar moon goddess!” Lydia gasps from beside me, I turn to find her blinking profusely watching her lift her hands up to cover her mouth.

1 feel the room working in slow motion, as I open and close my mouth switching between Lydia and the nurse – expecting one o forward through this.

of them to guide me

P–Pregnant?” I blonder, as the nurse nods and forces a concerned smile, clearly noticing my apprehension,

I’m going to be a mother..

I can’t even imagine being someone’s mother….

Will I even be good at it?! What if the Alpha has made a grave mistake here?! I could be the worst Mom on the planet!

“Your heart rate is picking up dear! Please calm down!” The nurse ushers, as I nod relentlessly and try to suck in some air.

Are

you

ok? Rose listen, the Alpha will be over the moon with this! Don’t worry! I’ll be by your side through it all toor Lydia suddenly finds her words, instantly leaning forward to take my hand as she senses my panic.

She calms me ever so slightly, but my mind races to process that I currently have a baby growing inside of me… the Alphas baby at that!

“And it’s… it’s all healthy? After everything I went through? I find myself naturally concerned, glancing to the nurse who seems to be on autopilot

herself.

“I’ll have to do more tests to double check everything, but the baby is alive for certain I know that!” She nods firmly, as I chew my lip.

Will Ashton be happy about this? Or will he think it’s all happening far too soon? It was hard to tell… I knew that he wanted kids but he didn’t really specify when…

As if my panic couldn’t get any worse, the door is heard opening, revealing Ashton himself who enters with a closed over tray and a bag in his other hand.

I can’t even think of eating now, not after this!

“What the fucks happened now?! Ashton eyes us all, as we stand staring back at him like three thief’s being caught in the midst of stealing

“I’ll give you two some privacy.” The nurse cleverly excuses herself from the room, with Lydia giving my hand a soft squeeze of reassurance before she too stands to exit–forcing a smile up at him as she passes.

The door closes, trapping me in here with Ashton as the air around me seems to grow thick.

Why was it my job to tell him?!

“What’s going on Rose?! Why is everyone acting jumpy around me?” Ashton hurts, making the first move to set up my dinner on a little table by my

bedside

I groan, trying to sit myself up a little more, as he shoots me a stare.

“Wait and I’ll help you!” He states firmly, as I sigh and close my eyes over, hating that he was currently oblivious to probably the biggest news of his life.

I wish the nurse just ripped the bandaid off and told him herself, but I appreciated that she tried to be respectful by giving me the opportunity to do

I’m just a damn wimp!

Ashton finishes setting up, before turning to place his palms under my arms – pulling me to sit up with care. I groan a little but it’s over before I know

“Sizzling chicken fajitas cooked up just for you!” Ashton reveals the food which looked dreamy and full of flavour, but I avert my gaze back up to him.

He searches my eyes for a brief moment, before placing the lid back down again, turning to fully face me with his arms folded over his chest.

“Something’s going on and I want to know what it is! Don’t waste my time either sweetheart Ashton watches me like a hawk ready to pounce on to its prey as I gulp and lick my drying lips.

“Its… it’s really big news… I don’t know if you’ll be happy about it?” I attempt to speak, my voice much quieter than I would have liked.

Ashton tilts his head, curiosity taking over as he remains silent and nods once for me to continue.

Here goes nothing…

“When the n–nurse came in, she took my bloods… then she came back with the results right before you got here.” I explain carefully, giving him some

context.

“Are they bad? What did she find? She should have waited for me to get here! Did she land bad news on you? Il fucking kill her for that!” Ashton’s mind instantly goes to the worst case scenario in protection of me, as I shake my head and my eyes widen.

It wasn’t the poor nurses fault, she was doing the right thing woman to woman.

–

“No! No she didn’t do anything wrong! I can’t tell you what it is unless you calm down!” I bargain with him, as he listens to me and huff’s out a final sigh.

He was growing impatient in his true Alpha form – not wanting to wait to find out the delicate news,

Im calm Just say it!” He hurry’s me, as a short silence falls between us with his eyes burning holes through me with anticipation.

Dk…

Just say it….

It’s going to be ok…

‘Oh my goodness! You are with child! I can feel its strong presence! I am so glad to be back again… we can do this together Rose!

I gasp, hearing my wolf’s subtle tones returning to my mind – happy and airy as she discovers my pregnancy for herself.

“My wolf is finally back! I gasp loudly, eyes wide, as Ashtons own eyes widen and a smile stretches across his face.

“That’s great news Rose, I was worried for a minute! Is that what it was? Did the nurse manage to resurface your wolf whilst I was away? Sometimes the drugs can block them out! I’m glad to see you happy again…” Ashton responds, seeming relieved as though that was the big news I had to tell him.

Crap!

He thinks this is it… that this is what I wanted to tell him..

How the hell do I say it now?!