Chapter 1322 – Really can’t pay back
Ben understood Amber’s meaning, she was thinking that the owner of the heart was still alive now and did not know how long he would live yet.
And Mr. Farrell is now dying, so she feels sure that Mr. Farrell will not last until the owner of the heart dies.
“Miss Reed don’t worry, the master of the heart was already sick at the beginning, has been hospitalized, and the treatment is impossible to cure, only a few months of life, now a few months have passed, yesterday I called and asked over there, said that the master of the heart is only these two days, when the master of the heart died, there will immediately ship the heart back home, Mr. Farrell can Mr. Farrell can immediately perform the surgery.” Ben said.
Elias looked over at him, his glasses reflecting back.
Ben also looked at him, “So please Dr. Lansdale to prepare the operating room early, these days also take a good rest and rest, when Mr. Farrell’s surgery, but also trouble you.”
Elias laughed, “Got it, see you took my advice last night then.”
Ben lowered his head and didn’t say anything else.
Amber doesn’t know the eyebrow-raising lawsuit between these two, nor does she know what Elias meant in that statement.
All she knew was that Jared was saved.
That’s great news.
“That’s good.” Amber smiled as she clenched her hand, “Is the surgery in a few days?”
“It’s only if Jared is physically fit for the surgery, and the specifics will require a physical exam.” Elias pushed his glasses back.
Amber hastily nodded her head, “It can definitely be reached, he often works out, except for the heart, the physical fitness is very good.”
“That shouldn’t be a problem.” Elias returned.
After knowing that Jared, though in a terrible condition, had found a heart and would soon be operated on as well, Amber’s heart finally grieved a lot better.
But the mood was still low.
Even if Jared is saved, but now Jared himself is still lying in the ICU, he is not intact in front of her one day, she can not really put her heart down one day.
What’s more, this time Jared will be like this, is also caused by her, by her connected.
“I’m sorry Ben,” Amber suddenly apologized.
Ben looked at her, “Miss Reed, why are you apologizing?”
He was a little confused.
Amber took a breath, then slowly said: “Because your boss almost died this time, was killed by me, Kiara has told me, the person who set the fire is Bernardo, he has a grudge against me, dissatisfied with my acceptance of Goldstone Co. stole his rights, so the heart has always hated me, hate for a long time is easy to make these crazy behavior So it’s not unusual for him to kill me, but Jared has no grudge against him, so Jared was dragged into this by me, and if I hadn’t taken Jared over to the plant, Jared wouldn’t have been like this.”
Ben looked at her steadily for a while, and finally sighed, “Miss Reed, don’t be like this, it’s not your fault, Mr. Farrell is not dragged by you, Mr. Farrell will go to the plant, is his own will, not you forced him to go, after all, we all know, Mr. Farrell how much he loves you, how much After all, we all know how much Mr. Farrell loves you, how much he cares about you, he is not likely to let you go alone, so you do not blame yourself, I believe Mr. Farrell here, also will not blame you.”
Mr. Farrell is not to blame, he is a subordinate, how to blame it.
“I know, but I can’t live with myself.” Amber smiled bitterly.
Ben was silent for a while before he said, “If Miss Reed is overwhelmed, then you should hurry up and get well, next Mr. Farrell must have a recovery period of half a year, this time, all need you to take care of it, you use this to make up for Mr. Farrell it.”
In this case, Miss Reed should feel better in her heart.
“I know, I will without you telling me to.” Amber nodded.
Jared had been victimized by her, so of course she couldn’t just leave it alone.
“By the way, I haven’t asked, what happened to Jared’s first broken heart? And why are you hiding it from me? Elias just said it happened a few months ago, what the hell is going on?” Amber looked in Ben’s direction.
Although she couldn’t see, she knew that he was over there.
Ben’s mouth twitched, “This …”
“Just say it, anyway, Jared has already told her about his heart, there is no need to hide the rest, you hide it now, when she finds out later, it will only be more unacceptable.” Elias reminded indifferently.
Amber’s fists clenched.
What does it mean?
From what they said, it seems to be related to her again?
“Miss Reed, you remember that time you and Mr. Farrell fell off the cliff.” Ben finally talked himself out of it and decided to tell Amber.
As for whether Mr. Farrell will blame him when he wakes up, he doesn’t care anymore.
Anyway, he felt from the beginning that he should tell Miss Reed about this, and he should let Miss Reed know what Mr. Farrell had done for her.
Keeping Miss Reed in the dark is not only unfair to Miss Reed, but also to Mr. Farrell himself.
He doesn’t know if the two can grow old together, but of course it’s best to grow old together, so Miss Reed will only care more about Mr. Farrell in the future after knowing this.
If not, at least Miss Reed won’t feel like Mr. Farrell hasn’t been there for her.
“I remember.” Amber nodded.
This kind of thrilling thing, she can never forget in her life.
But Ben is bringing this up now, is …
Amber’s body tensed up, “Could it be that he was the one whose heart … was caused by the last cliff fall thing?”
“Yes.” Ben confirmed her suspicions, “The last time we fell off the cliff, it caused Mr. Farrell to break his heart, but at that time Mr. Farrell asked all of us not to say anything, especially to you and the old lady, that’s why we kept it from you.”
“So that’s it, so that’s it …” Amber smiled to herself, “I always felt as if he had some secret that he had been hiding from me, it turned out to be this, how could he hide it from me? The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you’re doing. I’m the one who put him in this situation. It’s me, from beginning to end, whether it’s that time or this time, it’s all me!”
She pounded her aching heart and blamed herself with unbearable guilt.
Ben saw her like this, and quickly advised: “Miss Reed you do not, Mr. Farrell is because you know you, know you will blame yourself, so you hide, although Mr. Farrell was to save you to jump, but whether that time, or this time, are Mr. Farrell voluntary, you did not ask him to do so, so Miss Reed you even if the fault is only half, not all. You did not ask him to do so, so Miss Reed even if you have a fault, but only half, not all, of course, Mr. Farrell concealed from you, in addition to is not like you put all the blame on their own fault, unlike your guilt and self-blame, there is the most important one reason.”
“What is it?” Amber’s voice was hoarse more just waking up was the same again.
The only difference is that the emotions inside are much more complex, with all sorts of sadness, grief, self-blame, etc. intertwined.
“At that time, you and Mr. Farrell has not been compounded, if you know Mr. Farrell in order to save you into this, with your character, it is likely that in order to return the favor with him compound, Mr. Farrell does not want that, he wants is that you willingly compound with him, not to atone for his sins in order to make amends with him together. ” Ben said.
When that came out, not to mention Amber, even Kiara covered her mouth in surprise, “Mr. Farrell he … really makes people feel good about it.”
Amber’s red lips twitched slightly.
Yes, the real Jared, has always been a good man, a good man who would think about others.NôvelDrama.Org owns © this.
But the real him, unfortunately, was hidden by Makenna for six years.
And she, too, was confronted with the six years of false Jared.
“What I owe him, I really can’t pay it back in this life …” Amber sat on the hospital bed, her figure hunched over, and muttered this softly from her mouth.
Jared has given so much to her, more than she can really count.
And really can’t pay back!