Chapter 557 Juwan monologue
My name is Juwan, and I am the third son of Smith’s House.
I”ve been living in Javen’s aura since I was a child.
As far back as I can remember, Javen can always get high scores in the exam, and it seems that it is easy to get high scores without hard work.
But no matter how hard I try, I can’t catch up with his grades.
So Dave Smith and Auntie Smith are more partial to him.
I sometimes envy him why he can get such high grades in the exam, until I see him burning the midnight oil to study, and I begin to hate him again.
That’s very pretentious.
I have never been clear about his efforts, I just think he is hypocritical.Exclusive © content by N(ô)ve/l/Drama.Org.
Dave Smith raised him as the future heir of the Smith Group since he was a child, and Jacen can be the vice president to help him, and others are not even allowed to step into the company.
When I was a child, I also suggested to my father that I wanted to join the company, even if I helped my eldest brother.
He refused without mercy.
He said that my mind is not on this at all, so let me die of this heart early and do what I want to do.
Since I can remember, I have always wanted to enter the Smith Group. How can my mind not be on this?
I know, he’s just looking for a reason to shirk it.
In fact, I have never been a son in his heart.
Later, Javen inherited the company, Jacen entered the company as vice president, Teddy Smith entered the entertainment circle, Telly Smith continued to study and could play his favorite racing car.
Everyone can follow their favorite life trajectory, and only I have studied medicine that I never liked.
Fortunately, I have a high talent in medicine, and I have learned something in just a few years, and I returned to San Francisco to open a hospital.
Dave Smith also strongly supports me. I know that he is just guilty of the choice he made in those years.
Guilt didn’t let me do what I liked, and forced me to study medicine.
I’m not going to believe him.
Later, I met a girl named Shen Jiarou, who was very gentle, with the unique pride of your daughter and a familiar feeling.
After chatting with her, I realized that she was the girl who stood up for herself when she was still a chubby girl and was bullied.
I will never forget that girl’s cold face, forcing people around her to retreat, and saying a lot of meaningful things to me.
This girl must be an angel.
And now this angel has been met by me.
It’s just that even this angel who has been hiding in his heart has fallen in love with Javen without exception.
Javen, Javen……
Everyone likes Javen.
But I’m not reconciled. It’s obvious that the girl I like for so many years was cut off by Javen.
Javen seems to see that I like her, too. Javen, who has always had no feelings for women, actually chose to be with her.
He must be aiming at me on purpose.
My hatred for him has also increased by one point.
Later, Shen Jiarou went abroad and broke up with Javen. I naively thought that I still had a chance with her.
It’s a pity that she never saw me.
Later, a little girl from the country came to Smith’s House. I thought she was one of those rustic village girls, but I didn’t expect her to be so beautiful.
Temperament is not like the countryside at all, even more connotation than Shen Jiarou.
She seems to have many identities and is extremely mysterious.
Cassie’s appearance upset many of Javen’s plans, which made me feel that she seemed to be an object that could be used.
So I deliberately approached her and deliberately told her that I liked her.
I just want to get in touch with her, trying to persuade her to stand on the same side with me, and I am willing to share some money with her after the job is done.
But I didn’t expect that this woman didn’t care about the money at all.
As expected, she and Javen are together.
These two guys are really a big trouble together. I have repeatedly hit a wall and made mistakes.
Until later, I discovered a secret that I couldn’t accept.
The girl I followed at the beginning was an impostor.
The real girl who came like an angel was the woman I hated for a long time and even wanted to kill her.
After knowing the truth, I felt extremely panicked. It took me a long time to calm myself down.
Finally accepted this fact.
Later, I found that my thoughts were out of control at all, and I would unconsciously approach her and be attracted to her.
As if I should have liked her.
I did a lot of strange things for her, and I even wanted to tie her up and let me watch it alone.
Her smiles are so beautiful that I don’t want to watch her smile at other men.
With the medical skills I have learned, I can just take advantage of an opportunity to take her abroad and separate from Javen.
I didn’t expect that she actually took the bait.
My time abroad was simply the best time of my life.
We are like an ordinary couple. I cook for her and bring some small gifts when I come back every day.
And she stayed with me honestly.
On an evening with a gust of evening wind, the two of us talked in the garden.
I clearly saw that her eyes were clearly appreciative.
At least I’m not that bad in her eyes, right?
I thought this kind of time could last for a long time, but I didn’t expect to lose to her mother in the end.
Her mother fled overnight and looked at her sullenly disowning me. Only then did I know that everything before was just an illusory bubble.
I woke up from my dream.
She left too.
During that time, I was in a bad mood. I went back to China like crazy and fought against her at home.
I thought so that she could see me, and of course I knew it was all morbid.
She will only think that I am extremely disgusted.
But as long as I can keep her eyes on me, even for a second, I feel willing.
I also know more clearly that as long as Javen disappears from this world, I can be with Cassie.
Therefore, taking away the Smith Group is my ultimate goal.
Unfortunately, I am too impulsive and eager for quick success, underestimating Javen’s ferocity and overestimating my ability.
I finally died at my own hands.
Looking at the girl who has been hiding in my heart for ten years, she ran away from me in panic and threw herself into Javen’s arms, which made me feel indescribable sad.
But at the same time, I feel a little relieved, which at least proves that she will be loved.
I”ve moved on. As long as she is happy, no matter who she is with, I will be happy.
I just want to leave a little late, so I may not see her living happily with others.
However, even on my deathbed, I still don’t want her to forget me.
Cassie, I never meant to really hurt you.
Don’t hate me.