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Angel

After what seemed like a rejection from Thea the day I barer myself before her as vulnerabe, I experienced a mix of emotions.

Anger, detest for my longing, desperation to have her, frustration and the smearing feeling of depression.

I felt dejected, unworthy. I thought about everything I had done to her so far and I had two words to describe my actions … heartless monster!

I was selfish and greedy at the same time. Having even a tiny hope that she could look at me as a man to be desired. I knew she loved how I handled her body. I understood her when feeding her with blazing passion. She made me feel like I was her best sex and like the only man who could satisfy her to her core.

Maybe I was too confident in my looks, or I was just helplessly hopeless that she would be attracted to me. Maybe I saw the signals upside down.

For some stupid reason, the way she looked at me, reacted when I was around and the bits of concerns she had shown me all the while, I had them all confused for attraction. Maybe it was fear but as someone who never really understood what love meant I assumed wrongly and it killed me inside.

With a conflicted heart I left for the club that night.

I had refused to say anything to Knight when he kept pestering me. He had even surprised me with a whore at the club which was unlike him but I couldn’t even bring myself to touch her. I discharged her and compensated her with some money.

Thea wasn’t there with me but she was sure as hell punishing my heart with a pain I hated with my life.

I didn’t want to feel such pain, it was alien to me. It felt like I had a heavy rock weighing on my heart, it felt like I was being stabbed over again, like I was frozen yet burning. My breath seemed to have issues, I couldn’t feel air in my lungs. It felt like a lot of things that even my enemy shouldn’t experience and for the first time in my adult life I felt a fluid run down my eyes.

They call it tears but I was shocked to see such a thing.

Out of anger and frustration I took some shots and headed for the Casino where Antonio was hosting a game that night. Unfortunately my secret rival, sparrow, was in attendance.

He came prepared to taunt me. Even though he tried handling his words carefully and speaking to everyone rather than directly to me, I knew every bit of sarcasm he spewed was directed at me and I got to my limit of tolerance.

I attacked him and because I was under the influence, even his men couldn’t get me off him. I knocked off a tooth from him and man! He hated that he had one tooth missing already so that was his propeller and he took out his little knife which he aimed for my eye but missed then it stabbed my shoulder.

Thea wasn’t to blame for my outrage but my feelings for her were or maybe it was just me being a stupid ass weakling when it came to love.

“Why are you running?”

I had asked her the morning I saw her on the way to my room. I was curious and my heart felt a leap of excitement being hopeful again.

Was she worried that I didn’t take her to the club? Jealous I could have other strippers? I hoped it was both.

She ran off before I could get the truth from her. All the anger I felt the previous day seemed to go away when I saw her again. The thought that I could still be right about her being attracted to me was messing with my mind.

I returned back to my room and shortly Florentine was back to dress my wound but then she was there.

I wasn’t happy that she got to see me like that. What if she suspected I had gotten into a fight because of her rejection. I wasn’t ready to give her that edge over me so I reacted harshly to her.

“I’m fine now you can go.” I tried to send her away so I could sink into the pain of rejection once again but she went against my expectation.

“I worry about you Angel.” Her very enchanting voice came and I froze but I tried not to show it even though I failed. I was surprised by that revelation. She was doing it again. Making me feel like I had a chance only to crush it later.

I wanted to hear more. Her eyes seemed to speak truth and I desperately wanted to believe them.

“The other night….”

” Go ahead.”

I was very impatient. I swear if she gave me even the tiniest hint that she was indeed attracted to me then I would make love to her right there. I would claim her whole over again and worship every part of her body.

“You said you wanted me.” I hummed a yes because I couldn’t even part my lips to speak a word. Anticipation was killing me.

“If it’s not what I think then stop me but if it is what I think it is then….”

” Do it.” I cut her off.

I was stopping myself with everything inside of me not to grab her and ravage her mouth.

Her eyes had been going from my lips to my eyes and if I had never been sure of anything in my life I was sure of something now.

She certainly looked like she wanted to kiss me.

I had that gleam of hope. She couldn’t be that good at acting. The way she quivered and shuddered before me. The way she reacted so helplessly to my kisses and touch on her skin. The way she always begged me to own her, the excitement I always see in her eyes whenever she saw me, those couldn’t be an act. I was tired of doubting, I wanted it to be true.

Heavens help me! She was leaning close to me, her very succulent and heart throbbing wet lips were pulling themselves to mine.

Heat was rising from my body and I was taming the beast within me with everything I had. There was no holding back, I was doomed with her.

There was no way I could live without having Thea in my life. She was all that mattered everyday I woke up. I never thought it was possible to desire anyone like this but it was happening.

When our lips were a breath away from each other I became very vulnerabe. Fear and hope gripping me at once. I hoped she wasn’t playing some games with me.

“Fuck! Thea don’t play with me.”

She was taken aback by my words but then conviction soon hinted in her eyes. She pulled herself closer to my lips then an unearthly rush of sensation swarm into my body and exploded in my heart the moment I felt her spelling lips graze my own.

My body stiffened in reaction and my head went blank suddenly. I couldn’t stop myself from moving my lips in hers. I tasted her and I wanted to claim every bit of her skin. She was the sweetest thing I ever tasted in my life. She moaned into my mouth and it drove me insane.

It felt like a sin for someone to have this much impact on me.

I forced myself to pull away slowly. I stared deeply into her eyes with an intensity that I could see was burning her already. “I hope you realize what you’ve just done because I’d rather die than let you slip away from my hands Thea.” I told my truth even if she could see it as a threat.

“I’m yours.” She whispered and I felt something stir up violently inside me. My eyes narrowed as I peered into her eyes. She had just surrendered her body, mind and soul to me.

She had entered my trap and there was no way out.

I lifted her up to my waist while she wrapped her legs around them. Her hands were snaked around my neck keeping her balance. I began walking towards the couch where I placed her down gently.NôvelDrama.Org holds text © rights.

She was a beauty that had completely captured my heart. I was breathing for her.

“I want to make love to you everywhere in this room and every chance we get. I want to worship your body Thea.” I whispered the words to her and I could see just how much my words affected her.

She was making me feel like the happiest and luckiest man in the universe right now.

She looked at me intensely with a craving need and said. “Take all of me Angel.”

That was all I needed to unleash the beast of a desire I held within.